Dillon,
Well, Hoss, sounds like your at a very good starting place and look at that..IT's THANKSGIVING!
Sounds like all this coming together is a grand God-incidence and it sounds like your finally ready, by reaching out for prayer here, to accept that YOU cannot do jack alone.
Sounds like you've chosen to ask God for his help and realize that you didn't get where you are in a short time..won't change in a short time...but the first steps include facing who's the enemy.
You have my solid prayers for leaning HARD on Christ and allowing Him to guide you, direct you and sustain you. Realizing that He accepts us EXACTLY as we are...forgives us, gives us Grace and Salvation without a bit of change but to open our hearts and give ourselves to Him. Once we get that in our head...He can come inside us and begin the process of change from within.
Ain't it cool? I'm so excited for you. There will be tons of guys and gals following along here once they can crawl off the couch after eating too much!
You've got to keep us posted on yoru progress. Don't beat yourself up if you backslide or don't go forward at warp speed. You can change yoru socks instantly..but changing beliefs and behaviors is a process---not an event.
Lean on Him. And we've got yer back, bro!