well brother, join the crowd. it does happen. a couple years ago. i got all shuck up over a doe, i thought, what the heck! it's like so many have said, when we stop having that feeling, it's time to quit. that's a good adreniline rush, for me, jumping out of a good airplane ain't. your gonna get another chance, but if that shoot doesn't open, there's gonna be blood. getting that close to a whitetail is aready a great accomplishment. count that total miss and encounter as a blessing. as for as your buddies go, it makes me feel good when someone says, look at his bucks on the wall, he did it the hard way. for me it's not bragging rights, but a good feeling inside. i remember the movie " COOL HAND LUKE" shaking that bush boss, shaking that bush. keep on shaking, when your on target again, let'er fly. you'll be shaking even more when you find her dead. may GOD bless your next time out.