Are your misses all over the place? In other words, are you missing left and right - or up and down..... or randomly?
If your misses are random and right, left, up, down... all over the place then concentration is the likely culprit if you can otherwise hit a tennis ball sized target regularly at your practice bale.
If the shots are right or left, are you hitting your armguard, plucking the string, etc.?
If the shots are consistenly low, are you dropping your arm as you shoot to "peek" at the arrow?
If the shots are consistently high, have you been releasing before you hit full draw and before you fully come down on the target?
If your misses are both high AND low, or even mostly low or mostly high, I have to ask how heavy your arrows are and what weight bow you are drawing. The "heavy arrow obsession" we've seen over recent years has caused people who can shoot very precisely in their backyard to have mysterious high and low misses at unmarked range targets. If you shoot very heavy arrows (more than 9 grains per pound, in my opinion) and aren't particularly good at judging yardage, you can expect high and low misses. Shooting some 3D targets set up by someone else in a woodland setting will tell you how well you do in those sitautions.
Missing 9 straight deer completely, worrying about the first hit being a bad hit is a very legitimate concern, so I don't recommend going back out and doing what you've been doing because we know what to expect from that.
So, I would recommend analyzing the situation and trying to find out what you're doing wrong and fixing it. One way to fix it is to correct the shooting problem causing you the misses and the other way to fix it is, as mentioned by someone earlier, to reconsider your effective hunting range because if you cleanly missed 9 in a row, you are definitely outside your EFFECTIVE range, by it's very definition.
I'll steer clear of the ethical considerations because it's your hunt and YOUR ethical considerations that matter in regard to this, not mine.