Bic,
I had the same trouble with grips that didn't suit my shooting style. You probably know more than I do, but that is the same reason that I can't shoot any of the "smaller" grips. I can shoot very well one day, then it all goes to crap.
I have resigned myself to just admire how well other people can shoot the small grips. I think, for me, that the grip turns in my hand and causes the inconsistency. I still have a lot to learn, and I really like the looks of a lot of bows......but have found out that the smaller grips, and the really large grips are not going to be consistent for me.
It took me a while, on each bow that I no longer own to accept that fact. The truth is that I shoot this hummingbird recurve as well, or better than any bow that I have owned....to date.
That being said.......I still admire certain things in bows, looks wise.....BUT.....the deciding factor for me is gonna be whether I can shoot it well, consistently.
Good luck buddy.....you've got time before next year, you'll figure it out.
Winterhawk1960