I feel like such an unworthy vessel as my fingers dope around these lifeless keys,hoping,praying,searching for just the right words of comfort and compassion.All the while in the vastness of my complex mind being unable to comprehend the usefulness of any such short comings as an illness of this magnatude,in ANY life let alone that of such a young guy who has his whole life ahead of him???
I am reminded at this point in my ponderings, of what a GREAT BIG GOD we have. That in the vastness of HIS COMPASSION,UNDERSTANDING,GRACE,MERCY and LOVE,HE our CREATOR made us and the world around us so I must come to the conclusion,that, my mind isn't that VAST after all,and SURELY,HIS WAYS ARE NOT MY ways.With being the auther and finisher, the alpha and omega, and the almighty beginning and end, That I should just TRUST HIS ways and as much as I want to just hold that young fellow in my arms,I am reminded of what part a GREAT parent/S plays in the healing process and if in my mind I have enough compassion, to want to hold a child that is not of my blood,I wonder,HOW MUCH MORE COMPASSION JESUS FEELS IN HIS HEART FOR, THIS,HIS CHILD!!!!
May HE who stills the raging seas,be of comfort in thses trying times,may you as a family,be able to trust in His infinate wisdom.These things I pass on, not as one who stands where you, (my child afflicted in this manner),not as one who THINKS they have all the answers,just as one that perhaps, can be a little encouraging in such a difficult time.
Know this!!! I will be praying for you and your situation,not that my "prayers" are any better than yours,just resting the fact that the wonderful book tells me that "where 2 or 3 are gatherd together in my name, there I am also" and I BELEIVE there are more than 2 or 3 reaching the Throne for this(your) family.May God Bless,Brad