Mike prayers sent. Also this might help your faith. It's from a friend at church who has had a degenerative spine disease for many years. She has been severely bent over and twisted. Sunday during our worship time they asked her to come forward to share with us. She stood up straight and walk forward to share what God had done for her. Really great to see her healed. Here is the e-mail she sent me telling what happened.
"I woke up on Saturday morning and went to wash up. While I was brushing my teeth I noticed that the bathroom countertop and sink seemed lower than I had remembered them. I didn’t spend too much time thinking about it – after all, it was early Saturday morning – but then I went into the kitchen to make coffee, and not only was the countertop very low, but I was able to retrieve the coffee can from the cabinet without any stretching – I just reached in to get it. I mused over it as I measured the coffee, and then, still in my pajamas (and with Brit bursting at the seams because I hadn’t taken her out yet), I looked at my reflection in the full-length mirror in the hall, and there I was, not perfectly straight to be sure, but so much better than I had been!
The only thing I can come up with is that I’d come to a place of relative contentment, resigned to being bent, thinking that Abba had me right where He wanted me, and that was OK with me. I’d even stopped asking for healing because I honestly believed that it was His will for me to be that way and I didn’t want to pray at cross purposes with His will. I confess to being a little numbed by this; there were no angelic choirs, no crowds pressing in to see the Master touch me, just a quiet hug and a wink from my adorable, magnificent Daddy.
Thank you for rejoicing with me! Love in our Healer,"
Rest in Him Mike