My best fishing buddy was a pastor at Pearcy baptist church and was asked to leave about 1 year ago I think he is in Wisconsin now,it was a shame he was a good guy...9 years ago I became disabled ,bad back...I had a good job ,a big home .We sold our nice house in Missouri and now I live in a mobile home in Arkansas,never have been happier,Took up bow hunting again been to colorado 5 times hunting,I use the hunting as a reward fo getting out and walking,I told my wife when I went on disability ,god will take care of us,and he has..believe and he will take care of you...Things will get better.....Tyler keep in touch...dave