i need your prayers, i've been under conviction for a while now, there's been certain things i've allowed myself to slowly move away form where i feel i should be. i should say satan, he's always there in little ways to pull us away and it snowballs into something big. i praise GOD and the holy spirt for staying in me. it most always starts when we neglect to read his word. i'm not going to beat myself up, that's what satan wants, like i said, the little things. BUT GODS GRACE IS SUFFIENT and that's all i need. he restores us. i picked up my sword and shield and rejoined the battle. thankfully he knows my heart, i pray he sees me as he did david, but i want to be like christ. there's been times when i've felt i was in his will and i wanted to go on to heaven, so i wouldn't fall again, i know! he's not done with me yet. because of a church i attended growing up, deep embeded in me is this fear of losing my salvation, i pray some day i'll finally realize i'll never be good enough, but i have been santified and set apart. and my dedt has been payed in full. I GIVE ALL PRAISE AND GLORY TO GOD.