I just wanted to thank everyone here that has kept me in there thoughts and prayers. Although sometimes life struggles seem to be unbearable, unforving, and sometimes devistating.
This last year has presented me with challenges that at some time made me just want to give up. But after reading about others and their challenges and struggles, mine then at times seemed minute. When things get bad, the often result is "I" make them worse by feeling uselss, and indecisive. But having the blessings from others and the sharing of faith, everything now seems so far behind me.
You see, today is the first day since Oct 1, 2009, that I have been able to do something all day long. Maybe not all standing, maybe not up to what I use to be able to do,,,,,,but I did something all day without having to lay down or go and get another pill.
I feel better today, than I have in well over a year, and nothing has changed but my attitude to adjust and conquer(spelling). I truly feel blessed to have had this day.
I now look forward to another day like today, and then another. So keep the faith people, it works wonders and even miracles.
Next will be to work on the forgivness of those that feel that maybe I let them down, but with the liminations I have faced, it was just a way of life that had to be for a while. I pray for the forgivness of those that have hard feeling towards me and pray that they to can see and understand what it is like to have the challenges and obsticles to overcome. And that I fully plan on doing my friends.
"It really feels good, to feel good"
Topic: A wonderful day. (Read 1091 times)
