hey ya'll,
wrote this today when i had one of my brain waves. chose to ride it out and write. I realize that when i have these, whatever i write tends to have been botherin me for a bit, a topic or issue. this one turned out well and my sis suggested i share it. Hope it finds you well. and havent been to the doc yet but hopefully will have time this week.
-MM
How can a man change his entire existence? How can someone who has lived his life one way for so long, change? I’ve often wondered how those people who are successful do it. I look at them, with the ease of which they live and say “that should be me”. But it isn’t. I have a condition, The Human Condition of serving only myself. Selfishness is a poison. A Poison that affects everyone around you, those you hold close and those who barely touch you.
Yet the only cure for selfishness is within you. You have the power to change and try to right the wrongs this toxic existence has wrought. If one truly believes in their heart that they want to change and then make the effort to change, they will, thru God’s help. However, that choice has to come from you. Others can help you keep on that path, but choice to take up the journey and remain on your quest is yours and yours alone. It will be the hardest road you take.
Making the choice is 10% of changing. Taking that first step is 40% and maintaining the life style is 50%. You have to want to change, but you wish all you want. Unless you put forth the effort, your fight is futile. Actions speak louder than word and if you haven’t made the choice then your action have failed to back up the froth spewing from your mouth. Words are hollow unless backed by action. That is one of the hardest parts of changing, is acknowledging your failures and learn from them rather than wallow in self pity until someone else has to come pick you up. The problem is that they will hold you up for a while but become tired because you are dragging your feet, weighting them down. They eventually give up and leave you to wallow again, not because they don’t care, but because they were sinking the whole time while carrying you.
You have the strength. You possess a power in you far greater then you can imagine. God’s grace, mercy, forgiveness, and strength is what is in your arsenal, should you choose to take up the quest. You have all the weapons you need. Now fight.