Man, I would be feeling all kinds of bad stuff if I were in your place. Violated, persecuted, depressed and mad as hell. And that is from just thinking about it, not going through it.
Whatever the case though, what we have to do is regroup, try to find ways to keep it from happening again, and rebuild. I am asking you to let me know how I can help. That would be a healing thing for me to do, for my own heart.
I would feel terrible if I were out hunting this fall while you were trying to buy tools to make your living, basically starting from scratch. I have looked at your profile, and scanned your posts. I see someone whom I would like to help.
Killdeer