I know he's in heaven now, playing with my son, and his suffering is over, bu his family is hurting. I'll be with them all this week helping with final arrangements and just being there for them. They all have a strong faith, but pray for peace for them.
He was the one that did for me the things a father would do-and so even though I have a "family" (who doesn't acknowledge me because I'm sick and apparently not "holier than thou" enough for them) he is the one who really mattered in my life.
He had so many health problems at the end, and it was pure hell just to see him suffering like that, but he is at peace with Jesus. I's how we know that God is good-the mercy he shows to His children.