Well like always the great folks on here are giving sound advice. Last night it felt like my heart was ripped out. I swore I'd never own another cause there never could be another. But after reading all the comments above and some time to think about it you all are right and I truly deeply appreciate your thoughts. It still hurts but life goes on and I do appreciate the time I had with BJ. For the record just a mutt heinz variety too. Long and funny story but there I go again, a tear in my eye! Just wanted to say thanks for all those who have been there, will be there or are there or finally to those have a good faithful dog by your side now, and thank the man upstairs! Later LC Larry Cooper