Mike
my condolences for your loss. It is always sad to hear of people losing their loved ones, especially when they've got so much life ahead of them. I can't imagine exactly what the future holds for you and your boys, but i do know that tough times will be here for a while. Don't hesitate to talk to people about it. Don't try to handle all this by your self. It is obvious you've got a great group of friends here that are sharing the pain with you. I'll be praying for you. Please let me know if I can help you in any way. Even if it's just lending and ear and prayers.