I understand your sentiment. It’s sort of the evolution I often speak about of the hunter. Later stages are all limit stages, limiting equipment, limiting what animal is acceptable, etc. While where I live deer don’t grow super big all that often thanks to a ridiculous management plan that allows unlimited does w button bucks being considered does. Not many bucks make adulthood and I haven’t seen a bachelor herd in many years.
Anyhow when you feel the need to give back, to teach, mentor, etc. That’s called full circle. When others enjoyment is as important or more so than ours, when they’re success trumps our own we’ve gotten to that point. I’ll be honest I used to be a guy went after the bigger bucks, I’d shoot a dozen or so a year in different states. As I noticed a decline I backed way off.
I started mentoring and I assure you the joy you’ll feel helping your grandchild drag their first doe is gonna best that buck. Who cares if you shoot a buck?. You’ve got nothing to prove. One day you’ll look back and realize it didn’t/don’t matter. The kids sure do though and what are they gonna remember? Grandpa taking them squirrel hunting and dedicating time to their success, their learning.
When I got sick 5 years ago I was forced even further to relent more of my ways. I’m now not so much even a bigger buck hunter. I can’t see well in one eye, can’t tell direction since I’m deaf in one ear. I hear walking and can’t tell where the heck it is. Gobbling the same. A little tough but hunting hasn’t changed for me. I still love it I just lowered my sights. Not that it pertains to you but just again being a deer hunter is refreshing. Brought some real fun back into my sport. No pressure to have to be there just in case he happens to be there too.
I can remember almost every second of every success anyone I’ve mentored has had. I’ll be honest do you remember all about every deer of your own? I can’t.
Believe me brother there’s so much more to taking a kid. One thing I’ve done that’s really added more to it is filming. Take a kid, try n guide him or her while filming the event, even the raw footage you’ll watch over and over. It’s what really counts. Good luck to you and them. Be safe this season