Jerry,
No offense intended - sorry if I have offended you in any way. Your story is a good one even though difficult. Many here have experienced similar and have felt your "ill" at the moment. No one delights in animals suffering but it does happen...all a part of the game.
When I mentioned my dad's experience, I remembered him telling it in a humorous way. We all laughed about it....but we all know the feeling.
Congratulations on the kill...with many more to follow! Good luck and stay safe. I hope to read of your experiences often! Thanks for sharing with the gang!