I feel exactly the same way. I live in an area where we have wildlife in the yard on a frequent basis (rabbits, deer, squirrels,etc...) and I refuse to shoot anything in the yard. I enjoy the hunt, and don't get me wrong, I want to take something home when I go out into the woods, but that's the point...I want to take something home "when I am hunting for it". I enjoy seeing the wildlife as much as I enjoy hunting for it. Many times I have walked out of the woods behind the house after hunting to see animals, but it's never been in my interest to draw back in that situation. I'm not trying to belittle anyone who does, to each his own, I am just stating it's simply just my preference for myself.