Well pretty much of what was said is true. But sounds like you putting alot of pressure on yourself. Relax, this is suppose to be our hobby our fun! Real life is work,leave it there!
Now for the fun. Start stump shootin, when possible. It's more realistic to hunting. And as for hunting, there is probably alot of small game in your area. Squirrels, rabbits, groundhogs, frogs, fish, you get the picture. Shooting at a live animal is a whole lot different! And it's fun and good eats. I see to many young and new hunters think only Deer, and Turkeys. I grew up hardly ever seeing a deer, suirrels and rabbits were our bread and butter hunting. It also teaches good woodsmanship.
I remember reading a story by Doug Kitteridge years ago. How when he quit shooting at small game, he notice his big game harvests were not as good over the years. Take the kids on nature walks and learn to identify the flora and fauna of your area. Heck, I know season hunters that can't tell a oak from a maple.
It's fun learning, I know I still am and hope to learn more! Oh, and take the camera, we want to see pics of the family! Good shootin, Steve