although i am not religous i do believe in a higher power.there has to be something as i literally should have been dead three times in my lifetime.in 1979 i was run over by a 5 ton john deere tractor lengthwise up my body on a gravel road.walked away.1989 i slid off a coastal road in oregon 90ft straight down to the beach.walked away.1995 i was in a passenger in my buddies pickup when another fullsize pickup came around a corner doing roughly 60mph we were doing at least that,hit head on no skidmarks.walked away.survived brutal beatings by my own father trying to defend my mother as he beat her just because he felt like it when he was drunk.when you find peace and solice in something you'd better hang on with both hands and never let go.i find peace here on tradgang.this is where i run when things are getting to me.felix..i'm proud to share elk camp with ya brother.joe d will be there with us also.just sad carl cannot come this year.will be a hoot though i can promise you that much.