Congrats and welcome
and good for you for stickin with it on your own terms
I have a buddy who makes his own bows, has for years, even made some for me. Cant get an elk for his life, wants nothing more.. But he wants a five point or better with his own bow. Weve had TONS of opportunities with smaller bulls, and hes missed alot of big bulls, cant put it together. But I'll never fault him for deciding what hes trying to accomplish and stickin with it regardless.
The enjoyment will be there either way! Good luck and welcome.