You have my gratitude for a job well done. I know you have done that job, because I still enjoy more freedoms than any other citizen of any country in the world. Try and put the ugly parts of the past behind you and think positive, substance abuse is the root of all evil, so stay away from drugs and alchohol, its never you're friend, and definitely never a solution. If you are ever in Kentucky between September and January, look me up, i'll put you on some whitetails, my treat !