BB,
Not that it will help, but I kept staring at a deer's hind quarters...and imagining what meat I'd get.. (OMG)... if it wasn't in keeping with the last deer I shot, then I wasn't shooting.
I think it was a cop out cause I had fear of failure with my trad gear those first 4 years.
It took 4 yrs to drop the string and when I finally did, it was on a yearling doe..
I think she gained 5# on her way from where I spotted her to me as she was foraging heavily...
I shot her, cut the artery below the spine and she took 3 steps and keeled over.
After that, 2 days later, with success under my safety belt, I shot a buck. Tough shot too!
There are many things that can contribute to our reluctance. I process my own deer and I knew it'd take as much work on a wee one as a good size one, buck or doe...
After that, PA went to 3 or 4 pt rule, depending on area. I still like a nice fat ole doe for eating... and yes, as I age, the work is a factor! i care for my critter and if I can't or am beat up, I won't shoot.
I don't take risks, that are unnecessary, but archery is a "game of inches" and will remain so... inch off or they move, no surety in archery. All Calculated risks...
You'll figure it out and then you'll wonder where the hesitancy came from... Smile, it's about the journey, not the destination!