George,
Tears are just a sign that we're alive! Congrats!
Seriously, throughout 29 months of unemployment, near misses, hirings that failed before I started due to financial cut backs, etc, etc, tested me mightily.
Never quit believing but I sure did get down and there were many bouts of tears. Cleanes the heart me thinks!
Lord... guide your servant...You know his needs and pain. Let the Holy Spirit minister to him and provide him strength till Your Will be done. Amen!