Brother,
You came to the right place...these guys and gals held me up for over 2 very tough years dealing with unemployment! While the time was painful, I was learning and growing every day through the experience and each day, I'd come here and find renewed hope. I found praying for others helped me gain strength in my own battle.
About the time I'd feel beaten, in would come some small consulting job to pay an immediate need or the rent, etc. God sometimes allows us time in the desert to help us learn to rely on Him and to build up our strength for something in His plan.
Peace, power, prayers through this time of trial.
Keep theSon in your eyes!