thank you for all the kind words, they mean a lot. i'm trying to cope with very high agression and rage. i feel like every nerve and muscle is as tight as a piano wire and my tekper is set to go off the the hair trigger of my flintlock. again thanks. i'm hanging in there but so much in this gready, wastefull world sickens me. take, take, take and no giving back, sad state of affairs. i will be ok just need to spend some more alone time in the mountains.