Keep the faith, stay strong brother. Had similar happenings as well. On the anniversary's of each one's passing. Take those days from now on, and spend it with your kids out in the woods or wherever the best times ya'll had together were. Tell your favorite stories about them, celebrate the memories of them. Make it a type of tribute or memorial each year. I lost my Dad during hunting season 07", Thanksgiving weekend. I made myself go hunting afterwards in the season even though my heart wasn't in it. But, I actually felt closer to him there up in the tree than anywhere. I will pray for you and your family. God's speed to you all.
Lanier