Alcohol is as much a drug as any other but comes with fewer warnings, Ray.
We got your back, brother.
You've taken the first step. Keep steppin in faith, bro!
Readin a good book called "Authentic Faith" Author says we often think when we turn to God in prayer for help with something that took a long time to come to a head, we expect it should go away "right away."
Author claims, and I believe too, we need to realize that 70 x 7 pertains to forgiving ourselves, too...
Keep trying. Don't let momentary setbacks make you feel a failure. You're not!
Eat an elephant one bite at a time, sobriety is one day at a time.
Keep the Son in your eyes!