Whoa... seems you've been reading in Paul's writings or James.
Give thanks in the midst of turmoil for praise builds character and charcter endurance and endurance hope and hope keeps us focused on jesus.
(paraphrased of course)
After the past years--- reading anyone in job search mode, rips it for me.
My prayers are for your situation to be illuminated by the Holy Spirit so that you know His will in all things and He will guide you, keep you and make His face to shine on you.
On a pragmatic note: Funny thing happens to p-time artists of your talent...they soon learn they can't live on what they charge so they find other work...then they're too busy to do what other's still want, so in self defense, they either quit, or....
...or...they start to charge what is a reasonable hourly rate for quality work and figure NOBODY will bother them cause it's too expensive--- only to find out late that such talent will always draw those who know and love art in its truest form. And they will pay!
Your art is truly a niche art... when folks can pay $10,000 to go on special goat, sheep or african hunts, there will always be those who will also want something so very special done in yoru medium and with your God-given talent--and can and will pay what it's worth.
Prayers for discernment, strength and surrender