barry i pray you seek what GOD would have for you. i've hunted with just about every weapon, and loved each time out, not thinking about what someone else thought. it's nice that you valued our opinions, but we will not judge you by the weapon you shoot. there are many of people out here that simply can't shoot what they want. there are some trad members that may not agree with me, possibly the ones that started this forum, but we understand why you've been forced to change. i except that, and would consider it and honor for you to continue to be one of our huntung buddies. for me our personal relationship as a brother in christ is what's important, not a man made site. some may chastise you, but what would they do? i already know some will jump on me with both feet, but that's ok. as for a crossbow, i had an excaliber i traded a matthews switchback for, something my children could hunt with. there are different companies that have crossbows with cocking devices that attach to the stock and it's only a matter of turning a crank. good luck, don't give up because of what someone might think or say. GOD LOVES YOU AND SO DO WE!