this kind of thing is never easy. i dont know from personal experience but you are in my thoughts and prayers nonetheless. God has a plan. trust me, it not always easy to remeber or beleve, whether its a split or an addiction, in my case, or a death or anything. its always hard to believe god has our best intrest at heart and it gunning for us. but you wanna know the best part...he is. God bless, my friend.