Prayers sent for you, brother. You are a light in this world... and you bring that to us here on Tradgang. I (we) sure miss your posts here as they sure are a blessing. Divorce is a tough go... been there. It does get better my friend. Not as fast as we like, but it DOES get better. It does, however, allow us to look inside, to seek a higher calling, and to become closer to our Creator. You will wake up one day soon and smile and look forward to pulling those pants on and getting outside to enjoy this great creation we enjoy. Stay busy, excercise a bit, and spend time outdoors... it will help the process.
Remember, the blood of Jesus makes you victorious over ALL things! You are above and not beneath.