"God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference."
This prayer has been a part of my life now for nine straight years. As of October 1, 2012 I will be sober for nine years. A lot has changed in my life for the better, although I still have my struggles and obstacles to deal with as everyone, I am proud of who I am today for what I have accomplished.
With that said, I have a confession to make, and hopefully another start towards a better life for myself, my loved ones, and family and friends. I went and got a pack of cigarettes this morning at 5:30 AM, and have 3 left. That has got to stop, and stop now. I have tried before only to fail, so with that said, once again on this day I ask'
"God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference."