Another note from Lucca's mom
"Today marks 1 year since we discovered Lucca has cancer. I remember that day as if it were yesterday. It was unseasonably warm for November and our back yard was full of leaves. As usual Verlin was trying to find time to get everything done. I was desperately trying to get the house clean before I had to pick Ben up from school but Lucca just wasn't letting it happen. I knew something was wrong with her belly but thought it was just really bad gas or digestive issues, she was only 12 weeks. I never would have guessed when I brought her to the pediatricians office that afternoon while in my sweaty work out clothes that we wouldn't be home for over two weeks and my sweet baby would have surgery, chemo, and almost die.
Our pediatrician wasn't there that day so his wife actual took care of us. I never forget how good she was to us that day. She came back to the hospital to give us the news. She explained it to my mom so she could understand because I just couldn't. I finally got to see her yesterday for the first time since that day. I told her how thankful I was for her that day and gave her a hug, I felt like I have been waiting forever to do that. It really meant a lot to me that she was there and so good to us.
This year by far has been the worst year of my life. I went back and read some of my early journals and I hadn't forgotten what we have been through but it was crazy to re read it all. Many of you ask me how I do it and honestly I have no idea. One day at time and all of you is all I can figure. I seriously could not have done this without all of you. You have given us emotional, financial, and physical support. You have sent cards, money, meals, messages, love, hugs, gifts, and prayers. You have mowed lawns, cleaned my house, and done my laundry. You have watched my children and taken my husband out for a beer. And not one gesture has gone unnoticed or appreciated.
Today Lucca is still alive, her mom and dad have not had nervous break downs and her brother and sister are doing pretty good. This Thanksgiving we have a lot to be thankful for and that includes each and every one of you. I mean that with my whole heart. I am also thankful for all of you who we have met along the way through this journey. The nurses ( Lucca loves her nurses) and doctors, other cancer parents, and new friends. You have made a huge difference as well.
Im not sure what the future holds for our family but we are lucky to have friends and family that care so much about us and our sweet baby girl. Thank you!
I hope this second year of Lucca's life is much more uneventful. Lucca's journey is not over yet but she has come a long way!! "