I think we find churches becoming more inbred, so to speak, as distrust of the sentiments around us amplify...
I found much the same back in home state of PA, and quit for a spell...found it hard to find what I needed here for a year, but think with perseverance, in His time, I have found a good home now.
I pray for you to find the same!
On the flip side, we're told it's easy to love the lovable and harder to do so with the cantankerous! Fine line to walk...