I really want to make it clear; that I do not knock the hunting abilities of anyone- in any group. I have seen trad bow hunters that really were bad hunters; in interpretation of sign; and I am not an 'A+' person in that regard...yet.
I have been enlightened by rifle hunters that had strategies and enthusiasm and dedication to the hunt.
I got my hunting instinct from some remenant gene; my father and mother were not hunters at all.
My uncle though; he was; and a rifle hunter. He was an ardent conservationist; was deeply involved in conservation; including his involvement in the 'MUCC' (Michigan United Conservation Clubs) as president; and as well his involvement in the wild turkey movement in Michigan.
My fathers best friends were Frank Mainville; an outdoor photographer; and man whose name escapes me; but was the exectutive in the NRA at one time.
Frank was a photographer; and through his lens I saw many things in a way that inhanced my appreciation of the out-of-doors.
My fathers other friend hunted with English Setters for pheasants; and had a cider press and an apple orchard; and those memories are burned into my mind.. and I am also a bird hunter.
I hunted and took my first 'bow deer' with a compound.
Gun hunters influenced me into realizing the relationship I should have with nature; the honorable part of hunting; that being- centering on the experience.
It would be a huge lie to say that I have only learned to appreciate the wild through the eyes of a bowhunter; and then to narrow it down to the experiences that I have had with a traditional bow.
However; all the good I that learned; I can best express and best appreciate now: through traditional bowhunting.
I saw what I wanted out of hunting; out of the experience of being out of doors; through many eyes; but I saw all the best of it best expressed in the flight of an arrow by a big eared guy named Fred.
Meeting him did not diminish that impression at all; and meeting other traditional bowhunters has been good too.
But bad too. I have met traditional bowhunters that were conceited and arrogant.
Fame does something to some people; maybe to all. I know I turned into an instant a$$ when I started winning competitions; to the point I stopped competing.
I have sat down and consumed adult beverages with Fred Bear and Bob Munger; and they were both human beings. They had faults; did things that bothered others; but they were loving the same things as me; and experiencing in the same way.
I put a pope and young muledeer in the book with a shot that probably was close to 60 yards. I have killed a record book bear at 15 yards; and I am proud not only of those shots; but the really close shots I have taken; and the does and small bucks I have taken.
Ishi - whose family and entire tribe: was killed because of their skin color and heritage; their scalps sold for the price of a couple bottles of whiskey....
Ishi gave up being wild; and turned himself in. He had an opinion about what white men thought of him; and he turned himself in; not to a fort of soldiers; or a church..but instead he sat down naked in a slaughter house; waiting his turn.
It ended up that he expressed what a wonderful relationship his tribe had with family -and with nature.
I can express such good through bowhunting; through honoring those that I honor; that I cannot help but do so with a traditional bow; which is more an expression of how I feel about nature; about wildlife; about Ishi; and the guy with big ears.
I remember seeing Fred shooting at a thimble berry leaf when on 'the American sportsman'. I saw that shot as not an arrow hitting a leaf; but liken to an artists brush stroke.
And when he shot the grizzly bear that brush stroke connected him as a human to the bear; with nature in a pure honest way :with artistry.
I cannot draw a recognizable stick man. I cannot play the guitar; I cannot turn a pile of clay into a sculpture.
But I dang sure can make a brush stroke of an artist when I shoot my traditional bow. Not every shot- but enough to make some beautiful memories.
Ishi said when dying; 'we will meet again in the flight of the arrow'. Fred Bear said that after "compounds shoot arrows over 300 feet a second it will not be bowhunting anymore".
He had a point; its hard to see the flight of the arrow when its going 300 plus feet per second.
For me bowhunting is not about anything short of expressing the past and those that I respected and honored in the way I hunt.
Others - like the Eastmans: can do that with a rifle.
But me; I do it best with a traditional bow.
And I keep meeting some of the most appreciative people of nature- with traditional bows- in their hands.
I really intend on heading further down that path. And I will do it with a traditional bow in my hand.
Its not about the superiority of one weapon over another; its how we can express the best of ourselves in some way- and for me... its with a traditional bow.