Happens to all of us. It does make you sick though, but don't loose heart or confidence in your "game". You should be able to salvage that riser, it looks good and I love bubinga. If you don't want to deal with all that extra grinding, I'll pay shipping for it....
and you might be able to rocoup some of the money (not much, but some) by selling the limbs and or risers as knife bolsters and such.... just an idea.
Or do like I did and hang it on the wall above the workbench as a reminder.... of what I haven't quite figured out yet, but something.
Mike