I have some mixed feelings right now, maybe some of you share them, or think i'm crazy.
So far, i've gone through 4 attempts (not to mention over 100 hours in work and a couple 100 dollars in material) trying to make a beautiful, well crafted shooter for my recipient, like many of us have. That's not my issue, I LOVE rasping a handle to shape, and LOVE seeing the progress of a bow coming to life. What my issue is, is that it seems like I'm making a bow for a person who's never here. I searched for them on the site, so I can gain some insight on their shooting style, body size, etc and found they occasionally chime in in the other forums. Never seen em on the bench, and they haven't even posted what they've been up to. Don't get me wrong, i'm not saying any one person HAS TO post things on here to deserve a bow in the trade. They signed up understanding we're on an honor system just like you and I did... It just feels like i'm struggling to fabricate something worthy of any one of you, my friends, peers, and mentors, and it's for someone who just wanted a bow.
Maybe some will share my feelings, and i'm sure more will say i'm being a jerk. I just think it's a little tough to put as much effort, time, and money in something when you get the feeling your person doesn't really care to do the same.
I'm going on attempt 5 tonight (i've been really struggling with tillering lately. my heart skips beats every time I start to now) and while I promise to give them my whole hearted effort, and try to produce something I would love someone to have in their arsenal, I hope it's not in vain.
Sorry for the ramblings, I just wanted to see if I was the only one that has felt like this.