Kenny, I've posted earlier but just want to say that it was a year on the 1st of this month that we lost our son. I am just beginning to feel that my heart is starting to heal a little. It was a question that I'd had "How long does it take for a heart to heal?". I didn't ask it right away. At first I asked "Why?". My son died of myocarditis, a viral infection that attacked his heart. I've also asked "What could I have done differently?". The answer to that is, nothing. God needed him. I love life, and as bad as it can be sometimes this is a wonderful place to be. How much more wonderful is heaven. I can only imagine.