Don't post alot here, or really anywhere, but I am intrigued that more experienced archers undergo similar battles with themselves. My two cents:
I shot judopoints today. Had fun, scouting and shooting. Would check range with laser finder afterwards. Seems more casual, and my form is better than
with a target. NO stress. Often arrows were right next to each other, up to 30 or so yards. just roving...and the body remembers what to do, with the judo points...
Agree with heavier poundage helps release. My string shoulder sort of rebels against anything over 47, 48#. I like 45, 46#.