I sat my hide, not yet knowing I had blown it already by trying to have it both ways, thinking I could sentry two drainages at the same time. But hunting is also about other things. I have never lamented being in the back country. Even if the lessons learned there went down hard I knew no other place I'd rather be.
My brother never hunted. He never had any interest in any of it. But I was the kid sneaking peeks into Dad's "hunting closet", a small space off the den packed with fishing rods, boots and woolen jac-shirts, rain gear and the holy grail of all boys hunt dreamings, guns. Also, way in back, rested a 1964 Yellow Jacket longbow. Made by the Cravotta Brothers, it was yellow & white glassed, 64 inch and maple cored. I shot all the cedars held by the old leather quiver until I placed one "by accident" dead center in the widow neighbors garage door. The arrow hit right where old "Mrs Bush" would be standing when she opened the door to get to her car. The shaft buried itself in a plywood panel and I couldn't pull it out. I went and got my father who took one look at the arrow, its lethal spot in the door and everything that implied. He wrapped his strong hands onto the arrow and pulled it free. He then looked at me. He knew a lesson already learned needs no comment. Dad only quietly said: "don't tell anyone" and went back to work.
So waiting on elk in the mountains was no task for me. In a lot of ways it was home.