I lost a deer that way.
I went and got my journal...it was Columbus Day weekend in 2002. The woods were damp, and conditions perfect for stillhunting.
I did so, starting in the morning, and saw lots of deer. About midafternoon, I was on my favorite ridge, and spotted a gray form through the binocs. It was about eighty yards away,partly obscured by a tree, bedded. I stalked a bit closer. As its head was behind a tree, I couldn't tell if it was buck or doe. Both being legal, I made the decision to go for it. I dropped all unnecessary stuff, my jacket, bumper, fanny pack, and committed to the stalk.
I crept through two blowdowns, carefully placing each footfall. I kept the obscuring treetrunk between me and the deer. When I was about twenty yards away, the deer casually reached over and scratched his back as it lay in the leaves...a spike. I love spikes! A goodly portion of tender meat, not too strong, not too sweet! Reasonable drag.
He resumed his vigil at the lip of the ravine, and I closed in. Finally, I was behind the very tree that had masked my movement all this way. The buck was bedded 24 feet away, body facing me, nose pointed to my left, watching the hollow below. The wind was in his face, which I though odd, and his ears monitored the sounds on the ridge behind him. What now?
Do I wait for him to rise? Distract him into rising by throwing an acorn down the hill? I studied his form. I could see a path between his neck and shoulder blade which led into the lung area. Was it good enough?
I drew the arrow to my cheek, leaned just far enough to the right of the tree, and let fly. The arrow struck the pocket I had seen, and I ducked back behind the tree. My mind instantly became the most unreliable recording device ever wielded by Man. Eighty yards of catwalking stored up enough adrenaline to fuel two football teams, and now it was running riot through the limited space of my girly bloodstream.
The deer got up, took a couple of steps, and looked around. (I should have shot him again! All of my actions are geared toward not spooking game, and I should have just shot!) I seem to remember the arrow sticking out about ten inches, from the front of his chest. I am not positive, though. Did he bite that arrow off?
He walked and trotted a few steps, confused, then walked gimpily to a spot about thirty yards away, weaved a bit on his feet, and bedded. I sat down, marvelling at this turn of events. I had just successfully completed the greatest stalk of my life, shot the deer exactly where I wanted to, and now he was bedded and would die within sight!
I waited.
The deer remained bedded, head up. The squirrels came out and gamboled about. My stomach hurt. The deer watched the squirrels. My legs started to fall asleep.
I should have crept off. I should have snuck down the hill and come back in the morning. But I couldn't. After a half hour of this, or more, I got the hare-brained thought that I should put another arrow in him. (Shoulda done that a half hour ago, girl!) I had snuck up on him once...maybe I should do it again. I started to raise up. I kept a tree between us. I crept forward, one silent step at a time. Three steps, four, I looked up. Still bedded. Five, pick, six, he is up, staring in my direction. I feel like a burglar when the alarm goes off. He trots 30 more yards upridge. Looks back. I am crouching and still, wanting to sit and be quiet again. He canters about 50 more yards, looks back, then bolts down the side of the ridge. Dead deer! That must surely be the death run that I so crave.
I mark with a bandana the spot where he paused to look back, note the pool of blood with slight bubbling in it where he had bedded, and picked up the back half of my arrow near the site of the first shot. I went back to camp to let him settle and to get help. On the way back to camp I lost the back half of the arrow.
Nobody was in camp, and I changed my socks. Sheba came wandering in. She was supposed to be with Clark, who was squirrel hunting. She hated guns, though, and got loose from him at her first opportunity. Nobody came into camp until dark.
We were ataying about 30 minutes away at a motel. We had no lanterns, and we decided to get dinner and sleep, to return first thing in the morning. ApplePie made pancakes the next morning, which were good, but held me up. I gathered my stuff, and as I loaded it into the truck, it began to rain.
Bart, Clark, Duffy, Suzanne, Aubrey and I went back to the scene of the crime. We went to the bandana. That was all the sign that was left. I have hunted that ridge for over twenty years. Especially the place where I shot that deer. We crawled all over it, down the sides, around the point, through the bedding area in the bowl, across the creeks and up the other side, through the laurel-choked hollows and stands of red pine. I watched turkeys preen themselves dry. They weren't talking. The ravens pretended not to see me, and went on their silent ways. The whole forest turned its back on me. My friends gave up somewhere around three o'clock. Clark and I still searched. We searched again the next morning.
I felt sure that for this deed, I would not get another scrap from the woods for a long while. I was right. It was three years before another deer gave itself to me, and I had to do it with a muzzleloader. You can be sure that the next time I have a deer in front of my arrow, I will pick the right shot.
Killdeer