hey vic, my names cory, im only 17 years old, and i dont no you but i wanted to let you know that your choice to go into the woods is probably one of the best choices you can make right about now. two years ago i had someone i thought cared about me and my family run out on us, i found myself hunting more but not for the same reason's. those woods are probably the best way to deal with any pain that your expieriencing, i hope you find what i found through your hunting, sometimes its what keeps ya going.
good luck to ya
-your new friend, cory