My parents home burned down in the early 80's. My dad was a WWII vet in the Phillipines and the occupation of Japan after the bomb. He had the most amazing collection of old samarai swords, officer swords, Namba pistols, rifles and other memorabilia, 2 bronze stars etc. All reduced to ash and twisted bits of metal. Only a small part of the items that cannot be replaced, but life goes on. You will recover, but no one says it will be easy. Best wishes and good luck on a speedy recovery.