There are no hunters in my family. I was always at the creek, catching what I could catch and watching what I couldn't.
I had always enjoyed weapons, though, despite the fact that there were none in the house. I made spears, little bows, harpoons, drawings of Frankish broadswords vs Norman broadswords, learned what a chamfron was. I got my first bow at eight years, thanks, Mom! From then on, I always had one, getting a Bear at thirteen and a Ben Pearson at fifteen.
I'm all the way over on the right. That's my target, and a Bear Green Fox, and my plastic horse with the removable armor. :D
I went away to college, and saw what hunters were like. I hated them. They were the ones who left the carcasses at the train tracks, sometimes with only the rack cut off. My friends warned me not to trail ride during hunting season, whenever that was. Not wanting to be found among the rotting meat at the train tracks, I stayed close to the barn.
It was later that I decided that I would like to buy a gun, as I really loved shooting. It might as well be of a goodly caliber, too, as I might take up hunting... You see, I decided that I could invent for myself just what a hunter was.
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v249/Killdeer/Hunting%20and%20Camp/First%20Twenty%20Years%20of%20the%20Hunt/AlphonseH.jpg So, a .270 and I entered the hunting field. It was annoying... all those idiots out there. I traveled to get away from the bulk of them, and taught myself how to hunt. I used books and magazines, and Nature taught me a thing or two. I started killing deer. The bow came back into play and I had come full circle.
You would not think it, but I am really not that much of a social critter. I much prefer to be alone, and having folks around tends to make me feel inhibited. All of a sudden, I have to coordinate meals and such with them and get along. (Yikes! :eek: ) When I go out on a hunt, I am exploring, listening for messages from the Eternal, and rummaging for treasure. When I get back, I want to do the simple chores that need to be done in camp while I quietly mull over the day. Then I can see if there WAS a message, or a theme, and spend the dark hours by the lantern, writing it down.
With people in camp, I get sidetracked, drawn into conversations, my thought train derailed and I don't write. While I enjoy talking with my friends and husband, I feel that I have missed out on what I should really be doing. The past few years, my journal has been sadly neglected.
Somehow, I need to work this out, because when I am unable to hunt, broken and confined to a rocker and a spit-cup, I want there to be lots of experiences written in my journals, that some health aide can read to me so I can travel in my dreams.
Killdeer