STRING BEAN hey bro dont really think you have to prove to yourself as much as BELIEVING in yourself i think thats where it starts being confident in your shooting and equipment the rest will fall in place. and i tip my hat to you for resisting to grab your wheels even though you know you could be enjoying bacon rite now. but look at it this way if you would have grabbed your wheels your hunt would be over already. Dont get me wrong i love to kill also and many a whitetail have fallen to my wheels, but its the hunt that drives me and brings me back and how much sweeter that will be for both of us when we each get our 1st big kills with our stick n string.hey it might take a lil longer but our time will come!!