I think I'm capturing the best of both worlds. Grew up on an Indian reservation in poverty, was on my own by age 16, went to the city and finished high school on my own while working swing shift at a glass factory. Needed a career so got into the Cost Guard, became a rescue swimmer and aviation metalsmith; survived three plane crashes, then into law enforcement for 28 years, survived being shot once and stabbed three times; went back to college when I was 58, finished and taught Jr. college to prisoners in jails for ten years. Now I own eleven acres in the woods, grow a lot of my own food, built my small but snug home far enuf from a road that I can't hear any traffic, have my own well and septic system that I put in myself, no T.V., a large shop where I build stuff (built my own boat, all my own bows and arrows) and lots of peace and quiet. Have two dogs and grand kids that come to the wilderness to visit just often enuf.that's as much of society that I want, and I love my spot here. I can hunt and fish when I want, and I'm happy.