I'm a little troubled that I'm even asking this question, so I considered registering a new account and posting it a little more anonymously, but - what the heck. I'm just gonna let it all hang out here.
I've been shooting trad for about 2.5 years now, making slow but steady progress all the way around - form, accuracy, equipment tuning, etc. - and I feel pretty good about the progress I've made. But, I have yet to draw blood on big game, mostly for lack of opportunity. I've been hunting several properties here in East TN with very light deer populations, so I have just not had the shot opportunities.
But here's the kicker. I have booked a hunt in Pike County, IL for this fall to the tune of several thousand $$. I have killed many deer with the wheels, and so I have been entertaining the thought of hunting with a compound rather than my Brackenbury Quest. I'm trying to get myself over the mental hurdle of commiting to hunting with the Quest, but the thought of trying to cut my teeth on a Pike County bruiser is kind of rattling me psycologically.
I think if I had killed even one or two deer with the recurve already this wouldn't even be an issue. And I have no doubt that I will kill many deer in the future with it. But these wicked mind games almost have me to the point of dropping $800 or $900 on a state of the art wheelie.
I'm just gonna sit back and listen to your sage advice on how to defeat this demon, 'cause that's what I really want. I know that if I came back with a mature buck taken with a compound I would be a happy man, however, if I came back with one taken with the Quest I would be a ... well, I guess I would be a happier man.
Is this where we separate the men from the boys?