This camp was full of somber thoughts. Stresses at home, work, and life in general keep me flailing away at depression. As my father wanes, I of course give more thought to my own mortality. We lost a fellow archer right before I left, Brian Krebs, and I vowed that he would share my fire. I have not heard of Bodark Okie's condition, but it seems that we will lose him too.
Well, if we wait long enough, we will lose everybody, eh?
That makes the Now very important. Sharp and fleeting. When I put up the camp, I kept all of my fellows in mind, I wanted this fire to burn bright, the spirit to flame up, that it might be shared. I believe in such things, that there is more here than meets the eye, that there are things that we will never be privy to, and that prayers in the heart are probably heard louder than any choir. Well, I hope so, anyway.
I got a new cookshack this year. I know, my camp looks like a commercial for a certain very large, very well-known outfitter, but dammit, the stuff works. And it is far better than that leaky old EZ-Up, the one that has leaked like a tuna net since Day One.
I looked and looked. I really tried to find a suitable alternative. I hated like hell to push the "add to cart" button on something called a "gazebo." Well, wouldn't you? But, floorless is a plus, the reviews were good, they stressed its toughness, and, while I could do without the screens (which enable mice to climb the inside walls very easily), it seemed the ticket. So I cringed, squeezed my eyes shut and clicked.
That EZ-Up is SO out of here. I never got a heavy snow, so I have not completely tested it, but I got some steady rains and moderately high winds (35-40 mph), and it never flinched.
I will not use the G-word for it. It is my cookshack.
Killdeer