Save it for your garden. Since I am a doctor of head cases, I need to ask. How does that make you feel? Did your mother take good care of you when you were a child? I would bet, she would not change your diaper today.
jsweka, some time ago when my daughter was trying to get my grandson to use the big potty. I thought since he had no problem whizzing outside, just maybe if they potty trained him outside it would work. My daughter would have no part of that. Now after successfully potty training him, indoors, he got caught going, out in the back acreage twice. when scolding him about it his defense was "Gram-pa said I could, so there, but it's okay the dog ate it."