Is it worth it?
We are here doing things the hard way. There are easier ways to launch arrows, kill deer (and make a living, LOL!) and go through life. If there is one thing that I have learned from my time alive on Earth, it is that the level of enjoyment, appreciation, fulfillment and respect are directly proportional to the level of difficulty and effort (mental, physical, and emotional) that you are required to invest in the outcome.
I take the greatest pride, and feel the deepest inner joy in what has made me work the hardest to attain, because what I have truly attained is self respect and well-earned pride. Self esteem (I hate that term) is important, but means nothing, is hollow and a drain, when it is not based on true accomplishment.
Bottom line, only you know how you would feel if you quit, we don't. Would you feel freed, or disappointed? Which feeling would be stronger? You could try it out for a preset period of time if you wished, just to find out. If you found that shooting was important enough, you could start your practice sessions again. The bow will not waste away on the rack.
But if you leave us, your family online, and do not pass what you know to us and to future archers, well, we'd just have to hunt you down!
Killdeer